fafa flaffy my waffly.

fafa is the brother that i never had. the boyfriend with no reward. one of the best person in my life.

he used to be my senior in high school, and he is recently studying at EICAR film academy in Paris.

and its holiday now so i got to see him again, because he is in the country at the moment. 

and i met him a couple of time i'll put a pict of us later on the post. 

he couldn't come back in anymore perfect time than now. my life recently has been quite a crazy ride for a sixteenyearsold. and when the time i needed his hugs the most he is here to hug me, and never let the hugs go...

i have always wanted to have a big brother, to look out after me, to be there when i cry, to lend his shoulder when i need to rest my head. 

i tell you something that his hugs are the best, I'm not trying to exaggerate, but you know that feeling that you could be just safe forever there, like valdy's hug, yeah fafa's hug is kinda like that too, maybe the fact that i trust this person so much, and how i long to have a brother just like him made everything just perfectly perfect. 

at times i feel like i could just you know put all of my weight in his hugs and it wont matter at all. i could cry a river and everything still going to be alright. 

he may not always be there for me, or he may not always so eager to listen, but he tried his best to be there for me and to listen to me and that means the world to me. 

he is someone that i never thought would play such a big role in my life, i mean guys he's my senior, at school, where i am notorious for the scandal that i am involved in. 

but unlike most people he gave me chance, he gave me the benefit of the doubt. 

no matter how twisted i am. 

and he support me even if he is thousand miles apart. he tried. never to let me down.

i wish everyone of you has your own fafa you know 0.0