teen oh teen

hello its me and my unimportant post again and again . well i dont have any topic to post but i really really wanna post something . so my randomness is continue ,but then again just listen to my teen story . yeayea teen so unstable and full of things that you will never expected , our mind is so different , we have our own kind of way to think . that you'll never gonna understand cause our mind is more complicated than math . speakin about math i just done my math exam yesterday witchis extremely hard .and complicated i just cant remember one damn formula and theres a lot for final exam . alot to remember , again today i just finish well physic and its nothing easier . this week really blow my head off .
but still continueing next week non stop UAN subject only . school . full time . can i burn my school please? but i just cant wait to get to high school . tomorrow is April 1st already my national final exam is in April 25 so the day is not away yet im not ready . so not ready .
anyway im miss my boyfriend nicholas joseph braun
here it is his photo

sadnite

well hello today is saturday i have a sleepover at tasya's cribs and there is pojan . astrd .ariana. prama. janice . arief. kenjiro .

yeah and you know i always love advice from pojan . he's like the best person to tell ur story too .

and i tell him about the new me .

well i dont really like who i am . now . i miss the old me . SO MUCH .

what should i do truly? any advice?no?okay.

yes im so confused. lost. and unstable . i need a vacation from this fuckin life.

get me outta here like now please.....

dear god .

can i stab my self and have my life back when im ready?please please god .

i wanna visit ur paradise . huhu :(

love is really hurting . confusing so much . make u wanna scream all the time . make u wanna cry so bad .

before love tear you apart they made you smile. happy. flyin so high .

then love take it away .

sorry when i post something that so random .

but right now i miss valdy like hell.

i always wanna cry everytime i remember him and all the things we do ...stupid right?crying over somebody who doesnt care about you . hm iknow im so stupid :"( well byebye .

just another random story

hello blogeeey
well im not posting lately in blog cause one blogging isnt easy . and you know i dont have any internet in my house. yet all i do bbm-ing and tweeting . witchis very un important but fun and refreshing so much.
but anyway i miss blogging a lot . so lot .
now i wanna posting again but the thing is i dont know what to post .
yeah just listen then, now you know im 9th grader witch i have a tons of think to do and think about and to plan .
like final national exam and its very shit.
so i have to sit 2 hour inside a room lookin at the shit and answer the damn question.
second things im worried about , is .... tadaaa my final prom or some ferwell party .
i still dont find the fun yet . this is not so fun .
well high school? no im not worried cause i have choosen my school already . payed already .
its BINA NUSANTARA INTERNATIONAL SCHOOL SERPONG .
yes im so waiting to go there with alfrida and my rizcamilia .
yeah but i reall wish that i could have one little convertation , one little last talk *say it with british accent .
hm with you know mr Arga Prayodhya Hidayat .
my school mate . *maaf curcol
he's a black lover . he's a metal music guy . he like ultra milk plain (colored blue box) . he born on Jakarta, July 27th 1996 . he's the last of 3 brother . his shoes size is 43 or 44 . he's BM242011 . he just cut his hair off on March 15th . and he is a real cutie .
well gotta run i tell you later about him in my next post >
papay love you :*