teen dilemma

teen dilemma .

believe me we're always in a dilemma .

but ali says just follow your heart cause heart never lie.

how could i trust my heart?seriously im unstable, and sometimes i drown in my own self even .

but truly dilemma is a friend of teenagers .

we've got to choose a lot of stuff before we even knew its right or wrong .

the most common problem in teens life is .lovelife.parentsfight.& backstabbing .

you only young once , be bad, break the rules,get caught, and make it count .

theres no foul as a teen,cause we were meant to make mistakes ,and learn from it,so one day we'll be okay facing wide wide world out there .

you know i've been feeling the life as a good kid,and a so bad kid.

like when i ran away from home, yeayea i feel free its so fun,no rules no parents.

but yet its not last,cause when i ran away, i have no life no future like i've been fear for such a long time .

i just starting to realized that life out there is not easy.

when im out there i feel free,but it isnt what i want,things i need i could never can afford,im not eat a lot cause i have no money.

and that is way to wrong living like that.
the best thing to live is to always remember that "everything has it own time " so you no need to push your luck too much .
the one person you should listen in this whole world is your parents,no matter how bad they are, no matter how you hate them so much,you must listen ! and you gonna be away from teens dilemma, not only when you are teen but for the rest of you damn life, listen to them and you'll be out of life dilemma .

c.r.a.p

crap crap crap ! life as a teenager is full of crap !

first of all i was sick this morning i was wearing a jacket,i know its not allowed but i'm sick,so?

and they yelled at moi !! fvck !

and later i was texting to my best friend tubagus ali sholahuddin and yet -_____-" im talking about you know him femmy oustrian widjaya or you just call him buja .

ali was the ony person that told me "you sould just be friends with buja dint make it more"

haaaa im in the middle of confused right now,he make it a lot worse --_____-- yeah CRAP but he's my best and he keeping it real for me .

i just one txting with him and i felt a lot better now .

my best rizcamilia she just have fight with her mother she got slamed to the wall and hit on her face CRAP(again) its just not fair. children of divorce is having a life that full of C R A P !!

jeezz i just cant take it .

so sadly i cant talk to god, if i could i will tell him

"dear god why you give a crap all over our pretty life!"

but as teenage what can we do?we still run our life under all rules,school rules,house rules.

rules = CRAP .

but still i have a different point of view about rules,kids now days definitely need RULES .

i admit sometimes we just out of line,the way we talk to the elder,the way act its so unproper .

but duh,we are what we are and that is all we can be -_____-'

any way done now i dont know what i've been talking aabout :p

its just how love is

we've been hurt a lot of time as long as we love.
but the real lesson of getting hurt its not that we should never get to fall at the same place,but the real lesson is that how we have to thnkfull bout how god still give us the true feeling among a bunch of people that lying .

things now days are definitely full of plastic trees,im so done of those fake people they are faker than the cafeteria cheese really.

im so glad i;ve been hurt a lot of time,its makin me a stronger person,its makin me a lot better person that appreciate feelings .
that from it they know how much we love them,from it they know how true our feeling is .

kalo kata gue ya hubungan anak muda jaman sekarang yang langgeng langgeng itu sebenernya bukan berdasarkan kepercayaan dari definisi sebuah hubungan seharusnya,tapi hubungan mereka kebanyakan didasari sama yang namanya cinta buta,yang ngerebut hak yang namanya kebebasaan.
cinta itu kebebasaaan, dimana rasa saling percaya itu ada ,dimana kita merasakan sebuah perjalanan hidup bersama dia dengan sebuah kebebasaan,sebuah perasaan aman dari segala yang harus dihadapi .
itu cinta bukan dikekang bukan dilarang-larang.
contohnya aja lo dilarang-larang kenalan sama lawan jenis .
hello lame .
itu gabener banget di usia lo yang sekarang ini kenapa juga lo harus berhenti ber eksplorasi sama dunia .
lo juga harus banyak mengenal orang entah itu cewe ato cowo buat menambah ilmu lo akan berbagai macam karakter manusia yang ada .
biar fondasi lo kuatt bukan buat 3 lantai ambruk tapi buat 50 lantai,alias buat seabrek masalah yang lo punya.
jadi saat lo udh mencintai dia dan yang dia bisa cuman bikin lo terkekang dan dia meerenggut kebebasaan lo itu namanya bukan cinta tapi rasa ingin memiliki.
dia cuman pengen memiliki lo,bukan pengen mencintai lo.
cinta itu rela,lo rela kok dia harus kemana aja yang penting itu yang terbaik buat dia dan lo percaya sama dia kalo dia bakalan terus mencintai lo,dan rasa percaya lo itu yang membuat dia juga percaya .
cinta itu juga gak berarti kita milik dia sepenuhnya ,justru cinta adalah melepaskan,memeberikan KEBEBASAAN .
dan yang penting di dunia ini saat lo mencintai lo harus dengan setulus hati .
inget karna dengan ketulusan hati lo,lo bakalan selalu bahagia dengan ketulusan hati lo,lo bakalan merasakan kerelaan yang sebenernya .
dengan ketulusan tuhan bakalan ngasih lo sesuatu yang sepadan dengan semua kesedihan,kesabarn dan air mata yang udh lo keluarn.
semua manusia yang tulus pasti hidupnya akan berakhir dengan bahagia.
lo harus percaya tuhan itu adil,dulu juga gue ngerasa tuhan nggaadil,knp gue gabisa kayak yang lain,trs gue mikir knp juga gue harus kayak yang lain,gue dikasih ini semua sama tuhan bukan buat dikeluhin,tapi buat disyukurin iyakan?
gue bersyukur gue gak terlahir cacat berarti gue masih berusaha seperti yang lain berusaha , coba gue dilahirin cacat?gue harus berusaha lebih keras dari yang lain hanya untuk bisa diterima.
sekraang gue udh ngerasain adilnya tuhan,gue ditaro diantara orgorg yg lebih dr gue bukan buat gue keluhin,tapi buat motivasi gue untuk berusaha jadi yang lebih baik.
tough situation wont last but tough people did.- bill rancic
right?
so start lo love what you have,start to love everything you have.
and never stop dreamin and hoping :) love is in our every breath love is every where you go.