how it is goes

here how it goes.

waiting is never easy, time and place is always been a problem for me.

space between us feels like more than just space.

i don't care how far you stand from where i stand.

if its too far i don't mind.

all matters is where's your heart stands now?

you're here. you're there

you said once that you love me and now you just don't

you cast words, sounds like promises but they're not

you push me down, you cause me wound, but its not your fault

you care but then you don't

it feels like you are here sometimes.

but the rest gone with the time that flew so fast with no boundaries and no line

time didn't go reverse,and that machine to turn back just doesn't exist

just go if you're willing to go.

stay if you want to.

be here when you are supposed to be here.

and leave me when you choose to.

you are stuck and haunted by the ghost of my past. why just don't despite that fact.

stick to what you said and do the same.

don't say stay, if you are leaving

and don't say bye if you are staying.

i'm so fed up with all your revenge.

but my feet doesn't move anywhere.

i'm so tired with you but my heart doesn't stop believe in you.

can't you see?talking to you doesn't felt the same anymore.

where did you left your old self, just let me go and take it back.

i'm sorry for being so over-whelming .

i'm sorry if somehow i'm covered with selfishness.

but i just need you to be honest and answer me.

and then i'm done ...