c.r.a.p

crap crap crap ! life as a teenager is full of crap !

first of all i was sick this morning i was wearing a jacket,i know its not allowed but i'm sick,so?

and they yelled at moi !! fvck !

and later i was texting to my best friend tubagus ali sholahuddin and yet -_____-" im talking about you know him femmy oustrian widjaya or you just call him buja .

ali was the ony person that told me "you sould just be friends with buja dint make it more"

haaaa im in the middle of confused right now,he make it a lot worse --_____-- yeah CRAP but he's my best and he keeping it real for me .

i just one txting with him and i felt a lot better now .

my best rizcamilia she just have fight with her mother she got slamed to the wall and hit on her face CRAP(again) its just not fair. children of divorce is having a life that full of C R A P !!

jeezz i just cant take it .

so sadly i cant talk to god, if i could i will tell him

"dear god why you give a crap all over our pretty life!"

but as teenage what can we do?we still run our life under all rules,school rules,house rules.

rules = CRAP .

but still i have a different point of view about rules,kids now days definitely need RULES .

i admit sometimes we just out of line,the way we talk to the elder,the way act its so unproper .

but duh,we are what we are and that is all we can be -_____-'

any way done now i dont know what i've been talking aabout :p