thats why i called it love.

gua punya cowok namanya FAIZ tapi gue sama faiz backstreet soalnya dia masih punya cewe,dulu juga gue punya cowo tapi cowo gue, gue putusin karna gue terlanjur sayang banget sama faiz,kemaren 13 maret 2010 kan ada pensi deket rumahnya dia di Nusa Indah, kan gue gak dateng ternyata pacarnya dateng huhu sedih parahh,katanya mereka pacaran mesraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa bangetett,sumpah ya jujur gue cemburu banget,gue gasuka banget.
tapi biar gimana juga gue bukan cewenya gue gaberhak marah,malahan harusnya cewenya yang marah sama gue,karna yang ngerebut faiz itu gue dari dia.
nag kembali ke pensi pokoknya gue dapet informasi dia katanya sama pacarnya mesraaa banget aku pngen ngamuk sebenernya,tapi aku bisa apa? im not his girlfriend,im just his rebound girl that love him so darn much.
but i dont mind if i had to cry thousand times for him,i dont mind if i just be like this forever just to be still with him,i know im stupid,but thats why i called it love,love is should be something unusual,that is love.
i do really love faiz so badly,gue gaperduli biarpun gue cuman jadi cewek selingan dia gue gapap sking gue sayangnya sama dia gue gaperduli,i just want him i love him,its been 2 month with him,and it never change he still made me fly away so high gue gaperduli berapa liter air mata pun yang musti keluar karna sakit hati yang gabisa ditahan lagi benerbener gabisa di tahan,ngeliat dia selalu sama pacarnya ngeliat wall to wall mereka ngeliat sms mereka,contact name dia di hapenya faiz it do really hurt me.
tapi gue bisa apa?mau marah?gue bukan siapasiapa nya dia,gue mau nangis?nangis lagi untuk yang ke sekian kalinya nangis lagi?minta putus?udah gue siasiain pengorbanan gue selama ini dengan putus?
gue musti ngapain lagui gue gak ngerti,gue bertahan sama dia dalam keaadan gak pasti gini garagara gue sayang banget sama dia,gue rela kok diduain sama dia karna gue sayang sama dia.
oke dulu faiz janji mutusin cewenya buat gue,tapi gue tau dia gak akan pernah mutusin cewenya buat gue gak bakalan,dia gabakalan rela kehilangan cewek secantik itu buat gue.
gue bego yah harusnya tau kayak gitu gue putusin aja deh,but there another reason why i dont, dia janji suatu hari bakalan putusin cewenya i know i told you it was impossible but still a hope in my heart never lose .
i just want you to know thats why i called it loveeee.
something that you will do for love anything for love.
i still love you FAIZ NANDA DIRYANDA .